Hopefully it's fixed now!
I don't write here as often because as the kids grow my time shrinks and I want to protect their privacy, but I usually come back when I miss Charlotte.
As the glow of Easter fades, Mother's Day and her birthday bring the missing to the forefront of my mind.
I used to think I had something to say; that the words I shared here were important.
They were important for my healing, but I think all of the pages I filled with words really could've been filed down to a few basic sentences.
My first baby died. I'll always miss her. The three I am raising don't replace the one who is gone.
On May 14th it will be ten years since Charlotte lived and died.
With ten being such a big number I thought we would finally do what we've been talking about for years: le…