Sunday, December 19, 2010
My concept of family, friends, love has grown tenfold this year. My heart is confused. It's breaking, crumbling even, as Christmas comes, but it's bursting with love too. Joy is scarce, but if I look hard enough I can see it. If I could I would tell you I love you, but you're across the states, the ocean, the city. Even if you were standing in my backyard I'm too shy to say it. I can write though, and I want you to know you're the reason I can breathe without her.