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  1. Hi, I too lost a baby, in pregnancy. We were pastors and it was very hard. Never found out why. I was curious if you ever found out why Charlotte went home to heaven. I'm presently getting my licence in midwifery and delivered many babies. But, losing mine, my heart goes out to others who have lost a precious baby. Though we never carried her to term, it was so devastating to our church and our family. I later had a promised baby girl who is now 16.

    I had dream one morning and I saw our baby's face appear with smile, as if to say it will be okay. She looked like my 16 yr old, only about 18 looking. I had prayed to God about her the night before. I had been missing her; then, there she was in my dream, so very beautiful. I cried and cried as I shared it with my family. God is so good in spite of what we go through. I'll be praying for you. God bless your precious family.Please feel free to write back.

    1. We do not know why Charlotte died. After many years I have accepted that it's not something we'll ever know, and that in God's great plan for my life raising Charlotte was not part of it. That doesn't mean I don't miss her, or wish she was here, but I have peace about her death even though we don't know why she died.

      I am so sorry for your loss. I am glad that God has provided comfort to your heart as you grieve. And that you have beautiful living child to love on and watch grow.


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